It doesn't mean that I hate you

I don't keep much money in my wallet. May be, a few hundred rupees notes and ten rupees notes and occasionally a five hundred rupees note. I do have one or two business cards kept inside - between the sides and rupees. I no longer keep coins and my wallet itself is very ordinary and so it is not of any real importance. I keep at least one of the ID cards and that is my real concern. If it is damaged, I know it would be very tedious process to get the new one.

I have washing machine at home. It is just no work for me to get my clothes back clean and ironed. In fact, I don't mind taking laundry services for this, if required. I have kept a set of cloths in my work place too. Of course, I don't even think of keeping my sandals safe. May be, I need worry about the smartphone I have.

I must be one of the luckiest persons as far as the health is concerned. It's been few years since I visited doctor for any health issues. I don't really do anything special. I don't even follow simple diet plans. Winter seasons are not as severe as summer seasons for the last few years here. Are they? Anyhow, no issues with the seasons. Or have I not tested enough by them?

I loved you so deeply even though my parents warned me of you in my school days. Now they no longer say anything but I keep myself away from you. There is no fault with you. You are forever the same, truly lovable. I still walk with you when you just drizzle. Honestly I don't really find any reason but I runway and hide myself in the nearby places when you start pouring! I hope you still trust me and accept that this hiding doesn't mean that I hate you!

Kovil Pillai P.

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